since the day you left

life is so down,
   all sadness have grown.
all cheers & joys got theft
   since the day you left.

my tearsome eyes,
  shed no more tears.
they search someone around
  with an unreasonable fear.

my lips are mum.
  they have no emotions.
they refuse to push a smile
  theres neither an excuse nor a reason.

each moment of day
  is getting stretched like forever.
those memories haunt me
  like leaving me for never.

that day, my lips never moved
   my eyes didn't uttered
nor my heart spoke
  that you leaving mattered.

I had so many things to say
  I planned so many things to do.
you didn't allowed me a chance
  & I kept standing, staring at you.

there, at that moment,
  a tear rolled out of my eye.
Just when you left, silently
  to say you Good Bye.

---- parinita (29/2/2009)