Sunday, April 6, 2014

प्रिय तू

रोज सुर्य ढळता मनास पुसे,
का आहे काही तरी असे?
ज्यास न विसरता येई
अन करू काबुल कसे?

आज हा दिवस का आला,
जेव्हा तू नाही जवळ?
का नेहमी असे घडते?
का आहे हे सत्य अटळ ?

का नियती असे कट मांडते?
जे अत्यंत हवे असते,
तिच नेमकी दूर होते,
परत न येण्यासाठी, हरवून जाते. 

जिवलग होता तू माझा 
प्रेमात होते मी तुझ्त्या 
तरी हि का तू गेला?
इतका कसा निष्ठुर झाला?

अश्रू आता थांबले वाहूनी.
मी स्वतःशी प्रश्न विचारूनी,
कधी तू येशील परत?
आज हि बसेन तुझ्या वाटे वर जाऊनी. 

काही नाही जेथे, तिथे का अशा लावली मी?
तू कधी हि नाही परतणार हे आहे जाणुनी 
रडणं आता जमत नाही, हसणं हि विसरले मी 
तुझ्या नादी लागूनी स्वतःची वाट विसरले मी. 

तरीहि रोज हे मागणे 
कसे तरी, तुला परत आणणे
कधी तरी भेटुनी,
मनातले तुला सांगणे,

आज आहे एक वाधळ मनात परत 
आहे तू कि तुझी आठवण परत?
का नाही तू जात इथुनी?
आणि का नाही माझा त्रास संपत?

---परिणीता (८/८/२००९)

प्रवास

वारा वाहे चाहूल लागे
कुणी तरी येते असे वाटे
वळून पहिले पण कुणीही नव्हतं
मनास भास लपंडाव खेळलतं

काही पाऊले पुढे पडली
पुन्हा वळून पाहावे असे वाटले
वळत-वळत पाऊले चालली
वाट कधी सरकली, नाही कळले

वाटेवरच्या पाऊलखुणा शोधावे
जे गेले त्यांचे अस्तित्व आठवावे
बसुनी जरा पाहावे वाटले
पण त्या खुणा नाहीश्या झाल्या

वाटेवर चालताना थोडे थांबून
त्यांच्या दिशेने पहिले जाऊन
मनास भय होते काही
कुणी नव्हते जरी पहिले शोधून

पुन्हा चालावी ती वाट
पण नाही आता कुनाची साथ
एकटे पाऊल, ओझे मनात
वाटे असता जर कुणाचा हाथ

पाऊलाला पाऊल टाकत निघाले
स्मरण त्याला करीत गेले
वाट अशी हि सरकत जाई
प्रवास असा हा पुढे जाई

---परिणीता (४/८/२००९)  

हस जरा

हस रे हस, हस रे जरा,
ओठांवर तुझ्या फुटूदे हसू जरा.
विसारुदे दुखः, विसर विदना साऱ्या,
येउदे हास्य मुखावर, अरे हस रे जरा

का रे असा हट्ट तुझा?
ऐकना आता काही मला
नको जाऊ दूर असा
मी पण आहेना साथ तुझ्या
आळी-मिळी पुरे आता
विसरुनी राग जरा
हस रे, हस जरा.

काय सांगू तुला आता,
किती आवडतो तू मला,
तसाच आहे हास्य तुझा
अमावस्यात टपोरं चांदणं जसा
गालावरची लाली उडुदे काही जरा
हसुचं पाखरू घेऊदे झेप जरा
आता तरी हस जरा.

किती करू विनवणी तुला
हे बघ, पकडले कान हि आता,
माफ कर मला, बघ इथे जरा
गालांचा फुगा फुटेल का आता?
डोळ्यांत हसू दिसले कि मला
खोटा आहे हा राग तुझा
आता तू हसलास जरा

कळली मला तुझी हि थट्टा
पुरे झाला हा खेळ आता
निघाले मी पाह आता,
नाही विसरला जर तू राग तुझा
येणार नाही उद्या भेटीला तुझ्या
सोड हा राग आणि मिठीत ये माझ्या
हसलासना ? हो हसला तू आता…

---परिणीता (२७/७/२००९)

एका घराची गोष्ट

तुझ्या-माझ्या घराला घरपण,
घर समोर एक आंगण,
अंगणाच्या चांदण्यात बसणारे ते क्षण,
एका घराच्या गोष्टीत, दोघे आपण.

घराला असणार खिडक्या चार,
स्वप्नांच्या घराला प्रेमाचं दार.
आनंदाचं छत आणि प्रत्येक क्षण
एका घराच्या गोष्टीत, दोघे आपण.

घराच्या कोपर्यात स्वयंपाकघर,
तव्यात भाकरी असेल चुलीवर,
तुझ्या संगे भाकरी खाणं, अन
एका घराच्या गोष्टीत, दोघे आपण.

आवारात असतील फुले व झाडे,
पानांतून डोकाणारी असतील फळे,
अशी बाग जपायला असेल कुंपण
एका घराच्या गोष्टीत, दोघे आपण.

देवघराची घंटा जशीच वाजेल,
सकाळ-सायंकाळ तिथं आरती असेल,
भक्ती - भावात तृप्त मन
एका घराच्या गोष्टीत, दोघे आपण.

घरामाघे गोठा आणि गोठ्यात गाय,
गाईचं दूध आणि दुधाची साय,
सोबत असतील वासरे पण
एका घराच्या गोष्टीत, दोघे आपण.

घरातील खास एक आपली खोली,
खोलीत फक्त प्रेमाची बोली,
प्रेमात पडलेलो आपण,
एका घराच्या गोष्टीत, दोघे आपण.

स्वप्नांहून सुंदर, असे आपले घर
खराज असे केले तर
पिढ्यान-पिढी काढतील आठवण,
एका घराच्या गोष्टीत, दोघे आपण.

---परिणीता (२/९/२००९)

एडमायरेशन

विस्मारुनी तुला, आज हे लिहिते
दुरूनच रोज तुला पाहते
स्वप्नांच्या जगात तुला भेटते
खरोखर तुला भेटता येईल का?

कोवळे हसू, तल्लख तेजात
साधी वृत्ती, झळके डोळ्यांत
मोठे व्यक्तीमत्व, सध्या झब्ब्यात
असे कुणी रोज भेटत नसतात

चार शब्दांची त्याची कविता
मन हेरावून घेई ऐकता
सुंदर ओळींत भाव आणणे
अगतिक होऊन डोळ्यांचे मिटणे.

वेगळा व्यक्तिमत्व, वेगळीच व्यक्ती
अनेकांचा आवडता, अनेकांची प्रीती,
त्यातील माझे स्वप्न आणि मी,
कधी तरी, कुठे तरी होतील भेटी - गाठी

जसे कवितेत भाव सहज मिसळतोस
जसे मनाचे वाचून सांगतोस
तसाच माझ्या मनाला जाणशील का?
कधी तरी अबोल मनीषा ओळखशील का?

---- परिणीता (११/१०/२००९)

Your Eyes

They talk, they smile,
They lower, they rise,
They show emotions,
They totally mesmerize.

With intelligence they shine.
They show your love divine.
I see them & know that you are mine.

They are bed of love
Where I want to die.
They are sky of peace
Where I want to fly.

I want to say, I feel so nice.
Whenever I see in your eyes….


---------parinita (27/7/2007)

Why in the World?

Why in the world do we come?
And have relations which stay no long.
Where lots of sorrows & joys are some
And the burden of it we carry along.

Why for others do we care?
When there are lots of betrayals & things unfair.

Why for our company we make a friend?
When there are pains at its end.

Why in our life do we love?
When our dreams scatter with a blow.

Why in this world do we have life?
As we know we won’t live forever.
And the death is always waiting for us
To take us away from everyone forever.

To  love or care someone
There may not be any reason.
It is an emotion & affection
Not just a mere attraction.
No one can give reason
Why do we do it always & again?
Because it is done by heart
And never by our brain.

----parinita(03/10/2004)

WHO ARE YOU?

Often in my dreams
I see you
Sweet smile on face
All mischief you do
I wish, I could know
Who are you.

In the green meadows
Walk we two
On the rhythm of our heartbeats
Hand in hand we move
& I wonder,
Who are you?

Left in my dreams
Alone without you
You fade away
Like a droplet of dew
I still wish to know
Who are you.

My dream ends
& a long day to go
All work & no miracle
But I always miss you
Given a wish to be granted
I’ll ask to know who are you…..


---------parinita(27/7/2007)

Today

Today is more than yesterday
Tomorrow is more than today
Smiles grow & sorrows to go
More life & smile with each day.

Not so long time ago,
When you were the one
Who made me smile
Yes. You were the one.

Not even in my dreams
I had thought you can be
The one who made me smile
Had left me with tears so many.

I wear a smile now
& trying hard to forget you
I want to live now
But I never imagined it without you

------parinita(05/08/2009)

To Like Our Life

To like what you like
Is not to like what you dislike
But to love what you love
Is to love what you like

The case of liking & disliking
Is not merely of loving or not loving
It’s all about you & your life
‘Cause loving is an art of living

To live your life
You must like your life
But to like your life
You have to love your life

To live alone is not what we call life
Our life is truly a life
When we have someone in our life
Then it’s no more my life but becomes our life

It’s the miracle of nature to love
Someone who make us love our life
Someone who teach us to like our life
& so, we learn to share our life

To conclude, life is nothing but
To like someone in our life
To love someone more than life
& to live life more than a life!!!

-----------------parinita (26/7/2007)

Those Days

Those thoughts,
Those games,
Those moments,
Those names.
Those days of togetherness
Those talks with friends.
Those days of fun
Those smiles‘ll never end.
Those springs of flowers
Those days of rains
Those winters to shiver
Those summers to drain.
Those sunsets at coasts
Those sunrises at mountain
Those dusks in beds
Those days I want again
Those memories will not fade
Those moments will not go
Those days are evergreen
As long as you go……….

-----parinita(30/3/2008)

The Last Dance

The rhyme begun playing the melody
So our souls & heart Begun in harmony.
On those beats, closer we grew
U & me, gracing the move
Our hands entwined embracing one another
Pacing beautifully ambience didn’t mattered
Heartbeat was the melody the pace of breath was the tone
The feel of one another was stronger like we were never alone.
The warmth of bodies the hunger of soul
The whispering words & the stories untold.
The dance last like never before
The eagerness was to have more & more
The moves got stronger with the beat
The eyes never left, coordinating with feet.
Your hand left that of mine,
My eyes moved towards the shine.
I turned towards you for that last glance
As I realized it’s the end of our last dance.

---------parinita (23/08/2008)

The Crush List

It started when I was five
In kindergarten, he sat beside
I was shy but I became his friend
We were good friends & I was high like kite
I couldn’t say about it for long
Soon I learned he is short & its better not to say it.

That guy in my area
Was not good but I strike it so late
I liked his teen looks & built
Soon I begun dreaming of him on a date
I saw him with many girls
It made me decide that he is not perfect

The first day of my college
I was flattered on his big & bright smile
He was a prankster & I simply loved it
I could never reached him & always stayed at mile
His pranks were not so good in quality
& I thought to live him because of his style

I came across him through my friends
He was better than others in all ways
I enjoyed his company & I was sure he is the one
“Good things come in small packs” I learn it in those days
He had something on his mind which I’ll never like
It was not very late when I faced his real face

This angelic man entered my life to soothe my pains
He made me forget everything & life was wonderful
I was on Seventh Heaven to have him in my life
& he chuckled to himself for making me a fool
I hated him more than ever & more than that
There was no end of the nightmare, it was more painful

Many people came & went. Many touched our life
Each one is there for some reason
What you learn out of everything
Doesn’t mean it will never happen
Mistakes & achievements are two sides of a coin
Till the up side is not what you want just go on
Here I go again, in search of him to be mine
& so is the crush list of mine goes on…..

-----parinita(09/07/2009)

Only You

In these tiresome & exhausting hours,
I try to think of you,
imagine you nearby me,
holding your hand & hugging you.

Days in days out,
My life goes on like no aim.
The moments with you
I remember & live in them.

I wished & tried a lot
To tell you what I want.
It was just few moments of love
& a lovely unbreakable bond.

My dreams are full of you.
My heart beats for you.
The smile I give,
Is not a smile unless it’s for you.

I want my dream
To become true.
But my luck, may be
I couldn’t make it to you.

I’ll always hold this love
& this affection for you.
With all my faith,
I really want you.
This life had separated us.
But I’ll always love you.
                                     
  ------parinita(11/1/2008)

O MY SWEET LITTLE HEART

O my sweet little heart,
Don’t be afraid of what you are thru.
Fight back the consequences
& show the world, your love is true.

This world is not enough
Not enough is this lifetime.
We will back again
& then you’ll be mine.
This way is very long
I won’t give up & will be strong
Waiting for the day we’ll be along

No matter what, I love you
I was,
& will always do.

-------parinita(15/10/2007)

My Hard Times

This is not just a poem
It’s about my life
I had hard times
& I tried to end by knife

My repetitive attempts failed
Leaving me to live hopeless
No near & dear cared for my existence
I had life of worthless

No hopes to smile
No hopes to live
I wanted to end it
But no way I knew

Life is so unfair
In pain it expects you to smile
When you are down with no hope
It wants you to walk another mile……………

-----------parinita (25/6/2007)

Meeting

I board the train
I checked myself in mirror again
Arranging a strand here & there
So many thoughts running in my brain

In excitement of seeing you
I begun dreaming with open eyes
How it would be when I will be with you?
How will hide my love & how I will utter lies?

It was not too long when I was there.
He stood in front of me with a smile on
I felt like my heart skipped a beat
I was still dreaming & I moved on.

What all I planned to say & do
I was clueless why didn’t anything.
I wore that sheepish smile as my shield
I tried it a lot to speak & stop stammering.

I felt like a helpless infant
I want to tell him that I love him
I want to let him know, he is the one
I was shooting in dark with no aim

Entire time of the meeting passed
It was time to say bye each other
I felt an urge within to shout aloud
I cannot drag it any further.

With a fear, tears rushed in my eyes
I held his hand not to let it go
I said to him that I want to, ultimately
“I really do. Please don’t say no.”

He left my hand & held my shoulders
He drew me closer & shook me
I open my eyes & saw a girl
All that was not real & was a dream of me.

Here I ran out of train
Found him waiting for me
I smiled at myself & my stupidity
& I looked at him when he smiled at me.
----parinita(28/07/2009)

Love Fool

A person who is fooled in love
Is a person who is love fool?
Or a person that had failed
To understand love is a love fool.

What can a love fool understand?
What can a lover fool do?
He can never let anyone love
& can never be loved too.

How can he know what love is?
What can make this stone feel?
Can anyone see through him?
Do anyone know he feel?

One who always care
& experts love in return
He never let you down
But waits for his turn.

He don’t speak about his love
& he does not to complain
How can someone so loveable
Is always known as insane?

It’s just the way he loves you
Still he is a fool
If he can understand so much
Then how is he a love fool?
-----parinita (28/12/2009)

I Love You


I LOVE YOU

Holding a rose in my hand,
In front of you I stand.
To tell what I feel for you,
To tell you, that I love you.

Entering the aisle with flowers in my hand,
Smiling pleasantly, besides me you stand,
You said & I repeat I do too.
I hugged you & said,” I love you”

Your presence in my life is like water in sand
We walked life hand in hand
Much happiness with sorrows a few
Always reminding each other, “I love you”

I hold you close & feel your hand
Close to my bed you stand
While saying bye, I want to tell you,
“Forever & always, I love you”
-----------parinita (7/8/07)

  



I Wish

I wish…….

          I wish for a wish
                   To love you more every second
I wish to go with time
I wish to cherish every moment.

I wish if I could hold your hand
I wish if I could dream you.
I wish if I could kiss your lips
I wish if I could say, “I love you.”

If I had said that moment
If I had not let you go
If I Had never hurt you
If I had never did so.

If you could have read my thoughts
If you could have seen my tears
If you have held my hand
If you could have stayed by near

If wish to be with you
I wish to love you
To hug you,
To hold you.
If you could believe,
I loved to love you.

-------parinita (04/09/2008)

Friend of Mine

Like lamp in the dark
Like shadow in summer
Like river in desert
You were with me ever.

Like pole star in night
Like ray of light
Like compass in plane
You showed me the way right.

Like lightening to thunder
Like seed to mead
Like bud to flower
My life is wher always you lead.

Like flower & fragrance
Like diamond & shine
Like moon & moonlight
Be ever friend of mine.
----parinita(11/10/2004)

Don't Go

Be with me for a while, please don’t go
Keep holding my hand, I want to say, I want you so.

Please stay with me
Don’t leave me like this
I can’t hide it anymore
Give me a glance at least.

You wish to go away
But bother yourself too
How can you forget about me
Tell me too, how to do?

My eyes are full of dreams
I have a heart with love
Don’t leave them all broken
Was that all a bluff?

Don’t go, don’t go now
I have still to say so much
Its still not gone with you
Why had I got stuck as such?

I am so determined to have you
I am so determined to love you
I want & need you so much
I really do, don’t you too?
----parinita(14/11/2009)

...because you love me

Days in days out, you miss me.
Not willing to show or willing to tell me.
Every moment having me on your mind
Keeping yourself busy & no time to find.
Making the life sick
With every passing day more hectic.
Want to & wish to turn
Still kill your desire & let them burn.
Every day to miss
Those lovely evenings & kiss.
That sensual touch on hands
Those long walks & talks on sands.
Those caring & caressing time
“I will always love you, because you are mine.”
Dreaming all that each night
Still with truth you fight.
Long life, long ways,
Long relations & long stays.
Long walks & stays are past for me.
Still you miss them, because you love me.

--------------parinita (30/10/2008)