The Crush List

It started when I was five

In kindergarten, he sat beside

I was shy but I became his friend

We were good friends & I was high like kite

I couldn’t say about it for long

Soon I learned he is short & its better not to say it.

That guy in my area

Was not good but I strike it so late

I liked his teen looks & built

Soon I begun dreaming of him on a date

I saw him with many girls

It made me decide that he is not perfect

The first day of my college

I was flattered on his big & bright smile

He was a prankster & I simply loved it

I could never reached him & always stayed at mile

His pranks were not so good in quality

& I thought to live him because of his style

I came across him through my friends

He was better than others in all ways

I enjoyed his company & I was sure he is the one

“Good things come in small packs” I learn it in those days

He had something on his mind which I’ll never like

It was not very late when I faced his real face

This angelic man entered my life to soothe my pains

He made me forget everything & life was wonderful

I was on Seventh Heaven to have him in my life

& he chuckled to himself for making me a fool

I hated him more than ever & more than that

There was no end of the nightmare, it was more painful

Many people came & went. Many touched our life

Each one is there for some reason

What you learn out of everything

Doesn’t mean it will never happen

Mistakes & achievements are two sides of a coin

Till the up side is not what you want just go on

Here I go again, in search of him to be mine

& so is the crush list of mine goes on…..

-----parinita(09/07/2009)