Friend of Mine

Like lamp in the dark

Like shadow in summer

Like river in desert

You were with me ever.

Like pole star in night

Like ray of light

Like compass in plane

You showed me the way right.

Like lightening to thunder

Like seed to mead

Like bud to flower

My life is wher always you lead.

Like flower & fragrance

Like diamond & shine

Like moon & moonlight

Be ever friend of mine.

----parinita(11/10/2004)

Don't Go

Be with me for a while, please don’t go

Keep holding my hand, I want to say, I want you so.

Please stay with me

Don’t leave me like this

I can’t hide it anymore

Give me a glance at least.

You wish to go away

But bother yourself too

How can you forget about me

Tell me too, how to do?

My eyes are full of dreams

I have a heart with love

Don’t leave them all broken

Was that all a bluff?

Don’t go, don’t go now

I have still to say so much

Its still not gone with you

Why had I got stuck as such?

I am so determined to have you

I am so determined to love you

I want & need you so much

I really do, don’t you too?

----parinita(14/11/2009)

...because you love me

Days in days out, you miss me.

Not willing to show or willing to tell me.

Every moment having me on your mind

Keeping yourself busy & no time to find.

Making the life sick

With every passing day more hectic.

Want to & wish to turn

Still kill your desire & let them burn.

Every day to miss

Those lovely evenings & kiss.

That sensual touch on hands

Those long walks & talks on sands.

Those caring & caressing time

“I will always love you, because you are mine.”

Dreaming all that each night

Still with truth you fight.

Long life, long ways,

Long relations & long stays.

Long walks & stays are past for me.

Still you miss them, because you love me.

--------------parinita (30/10/2008)

"Anguish"

I want to live, I want to break free

The way I want & need, I want to be me.

I want to fly in the sky of freedom

I want to swim in the sea of happiness

But I have no wings or fins

I fall back again very helpless

The heart of love have grown full of sorrows

The smile of joy gone with froes

The glistened ran out as tears

Every moment it’s adding to crores

I plea to help me out of this

O lord! Please don’t do this to me

It very painful & hurts a lot

It’s really very hard to hold it with glee

But when I open my eyes towards new sun light

A shiver of joy runs through me, giving me new hope to fight

I get back to the world & smile at it again

‘Cause I want to live, in spite of this pain.

-------parinita (14/01/2009)

Anger

I stare at my watch

Wish to see you sooner

But time flies out

& I know there is no use to wait any longer.

I feel a volcano within

Want to burst out of me

Yet I can’t make it

‘cause there is no one to see.

I throw tantrums around

I feel my temper rising

I try to hold my tears

But can’t stop them rolling.

The frustration grows with every second

& the anger boils out like a flame

I think about you again

& I wonder, are you the same?

At that moment, a smile appears on my lips

When I think it’s just for you.

Never can I hate you for anything

‘cause the reason is“I love you”.

---------parinita (09/12/2008)

since the day you left

life is so down,
   all sadness have grown.
all cheers & joys got theft
   since the day you left.

my tearsome eyes,
  shed no more tears.
they search someone around
  with an unreasonable fear.

my lips are mum.
  they have no emotions.
they refuse to push a smile
  theres neither an excuse nor a reason.

each moment of day
  is getting stretched like forever.
those memories haunt me
  like leaving me for never.

that day, my lips never moved
   my eyes didn't uttered
nor my heart spoke
  that you leaving mattered.

I had so many things to say
  I planned so many things to do.
you didn't allowed me a chance
  & I kept standing, staring at you.

there, at that moment,
  a tear rolled out of my eye.
Just when you left, silently
  to say you Good Bye.

---- parinita (29/2/2009)

मन रम्य

तुझ्यात मन रमले रे
तुझ्याच रंगात रंगले रे
डोळ्यांत आणि बुडले रे
तुझ्याच प्रेमात पडले रे

नाही भान स्वतःची
आठवण तुझी दिवस-रात्री
तुझ्यात हरवूनी अशी
मनाचे भाव लपवू कशी?

गेला तू ज्या दिवशी दूर
होते मी किती मजबूर
प्रयत्न तर केले फार
पण नाही आले मनातले ओठावर

झाले आता इतके अंतर
दिसेना रस्ता आपल्या मध्यंतर
कसा विसरला आपली ती दुनिया
जेथे होते प्रेम निरंतर

संपला स्वप्नांचा लपंडाव
आता उरले फक्त मनावर घाव
पुकारून तुला थकले आता
थकले घेऊन तुझ्याकडे धाव

राहिले अबोध जाणून जरी
प्रेमाची भाषा न समझे परी
प्राणही तुझ्यावर ओवाळून टाकले
मन हे माझे तुझ्यात गुंतले

---परिणीता (२७/७/२००९)